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Things look up, sometimes.

they do. for realz. One of the greatest pleasures in life is watching a dog trying to eat a cherry tomato. I'm such a lazy blogger lately. Oh wells. Time to share some things I found today on my Google reader: And som…
In which I kill post-it notes.

:) This vlog sucks. I sound sick, my puppy wanted to chew right next to me, my neighbors were coming home, and I look fat. I'd say don't look at it, but you should. Because you should do this: Here is the list of 80 val…
The radio is a douchebag.

Everyone say it with me: FUCK the radio. It's a douchebag. On my way home to my apartment today, this song came on, and I was very sad all over again, although for a different reason. I should've known that Celine Dion…
I want to go fall camping again.

I don't feel like typing a big block of text, today. But there were some things I wanted to share. Oh, 80's song references. Seriously, the most adorable thing I've ever seen. [stolen from here.] inthetiredspaces: N…
And I laugh.

I laugh. I do. You guys remember Wolff? From like, a year and a half ago? Or two years? So, I haven't heard from him in... a year? and a half? And he texted me tonight. And here is what he said, my dear fellow drama-mong…
Wishing...

Sara: "She did not just throw an Xbox 360 on the ground." Me: "That would be game over, right there. WEDDING OFF." My sister and I have a tradition on Sundays: we watch Bridezillas together. There was a couple where the…
You know I'm bored when...

...I'm doing a survey type thing. The main part of the storm's going to be here any minute, and what am I doing? This. A A- Available: Depends on who's asking. A- Age: 22 A- Annoyance: Ending sentences with prepositio…
The storm's rolling in by inches.

The clouds are moving more quickly now. The wind has picked up a little, but it's still gentle enough to be more a lover than a foe...yet. I went outside at sunset, because lord knows where we'll be this time tomorrow-…
There's a lightning storm each and every night

Nope, I definitely think I was right about him leaving me for some girl. But it doesn't matter- he talked to me again today to complain about how no one at his house is being niiiiiiiiiiiice ommmggggggggggggggg meanwhile…
Why am I here, and for how long?

--note: my brain is kinda scattered and fragmented at the moment, so this is going to be a stupid post-- Today at work, we got ready for the storm by putting plastic sheets over all the computers. All of them. Because th…
You know what, I'm good.

You know what? Fuck Mike. There, I said it. He has good parts, sure. He has bad parts- plenty. He started some fucking drama with me today. And I spent a good couple of hours on the phone with Kate about it, walking arou…
So I speak to you in riddles, cause my words get in my way

So, today. So today. I went to work, saw some of the guys working that I normally see, one of whom is a Chief. Well, Chief asked me if my day was going better than my weekend had (I told him yesterday that my weekend had…
Men suck more.

Yesterday, I was doing alright, because I got to the point where I was alright either way. Either Mike wanted me back, or he didn't, and I'd eventually go back to status quo. But then that night happened. I called him to…
It's too early to be late anymore, right? Right.

I put as my Facebook status earlier, "Christina...can't understand." I can't sleep, woke up perfectly awake at 20 minutes til 12, and saw that Mike was up, too. I sent him a message. He said, "You don't need to rub salt…
I desperately need someone tonight.

I've never been through a breakup completely alone before. I've always had...well, Derek. The one time I didn't have Derek, I buried myself in work so completely I had no downtime at all. Now, I have a lot of downtime. E…
Thoughts upon a breakup:

What the fucking hell is wrong with me. I don't care that he said it wasn't my fault. I don't care that I was frustrated with him often. He loved me. And my dog. And now he does not. And I'm alone again. And how that…
I hate how true this is. And this, I'll admit, is pretty damned accurate. (from shit-thatblows.tumblr.com) And this... this is what keeps me up at night. This is what has led me here, in this kitchen, making Williamsb…
Freudian slip

Today, I was talking to my parents, and I asked them to bring home some kieszek (I regularly butcher Polish spelling, forgive me). "So that Derek I MEAN MIKE can see what it's like." /Facepalm. There are so few things t…
If I die tonight, it will have been the damned radio.

I met a Master Chief today. He didn't have a cool helmet. He was not that much older than me, either- at least, he didn't look it. He kept looking at me. Perhaps he was searching my person for a screwdriver that I would…
Tired.

I am so tired I have been neglecting all my house duties this week. I have been so tired I have gone to sleep early/started nodding off early every day this week. I have been so tired that I haven't wanted to do anything…
On kisses and stupid crap.

Today as I was driving home, the AC in my car hit me and I suddenly tasted Derek. The way he tasted when we kissed. I know that sounds really weird, but kissing him had a very distinctive flavor. Mike tastes like copper…
Times like these...

Times like these, I'm glad he didn't want to be a SEAL. Times like these, I understand why the military thinks every fucking person in the world is colorblind- the brown/green ones were ridiculous, and she was nearly abo…
Dreams.

The other night, I had a dream that Mike went around on a little motor scooter, like a Vespa, that made animal noises to scare away his enemies. Then, he started killing people in the dream. It started off justifiable, b…
It's just one of those days.

I just kinda want to pull an Awakening, you know? A Virginia Woolf. Maybe Mike would cry, maybe he would even jump in after me, but my will is stronger than his arms. I know what I want, but it's looking more impossible…