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Some clarity.

I was talking with T today about Mike. (Yeah, mixing my crazy pseudo-love-interests. I'm a WILD CHILD. !) He said something that I've always thought to myself, but never said out loud- it's really quite profound. I was t…
wtf is wrong with me...

Mike backs off, and all of a sudden I'm like, he doesn't like me. I know the rules of engagement, here. I'm supposed to play hard to get, and he's supposed to give chase. But since playing hard to get is hard when the o…
the compromise.

Time for another confession I don't really want to make. It's good for the soul, they say, and the fact that you don't want to say it makes the confession even better for you. If Mike weren't here, I think I'd go crazy.…
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

We'll go through this step by step. One. There was camping to be had this weekend. Mike and I were both invited, and I talked him into going. Mostly because I knew Paige would be busy with her boyfriend, I didn't know an…
CREEPER ALERT.

I awoke to this in my Facebook inbox, from Justin: "Hey, thanks for the birthday wishes. It was a good day, but I think it would have been a bit more fabulous if a certain EE lady had been around blacksburg to share som…
"dude drama."

There's too much to say to properly span all the things I'm feeling, but I'll try. Being admired and feeling the chemistry I know he feels for me, how he feels drawn to me, is intoxicating. It's been so long...it's been…
I am getting my head fucked with.

...And I'm kinda alright with it. We'll start with yesterday. Yesterday we went to a pier with a bunch of people and walked along the beach. He made no moves, didn't talk to me a heck of a lot, but was my copilot and com…
Guh.

Some days, you feel like just jamming your head onto the keyboard and keeping it there. I spent the day doing security clearance stuff and talking about diy multitouch computing with Justin and nothing (literally) with m…
I'm an attention whore.

I'll admit it. I'm pretty sure most people are. Mike made a Facebook status that was somewhat in reference to me while he was talking to me yesterday, which sorta has me a little freaked. Not because it would be necessar…
My first crush talked to me today, for the first time in literally years. And it was nice. We still get along, which is surprising, considering how much a douchebag he was in high school. It's interesting. It was enterta…
When it rains...

Beth would appreciate this. Justin has been talking to me, Beth. Going through his prospects, I suppose. Matt from high school confessed to me today that he was trying to hang out with me because he was trying to bed me…
Mike.

It seems I'm going on a date. Mike is a big bear of a man. Over six feet, with big broad shoulders and chest and arms. He sat in the back seat with me, putting his .40 in between, showing us the hollow point rounds he br…
Hiking.

Going hiking tomorrowwwwwwwwwwwww. I'm kinda excited. I mean, I'm kinda not, but I figure... I've got to get along with people, even if I don't know them. I spent most of the afternoon packing my pack. It is so full, I d…
Rawr.

Fuck you.
Prince Philip was a creeper.

Ever since I wrote that post yesterday, I've had Once Upon a Dream stuck in my head. I know you, I walked with you once upon a dream...I know you, the gleam in your eyes is so familiar a gleam. And I know it's true, that…
But then I didn't.

I was going to write all about my bike ride today, how I felt a surge of little-girl giddiness at biking around the major roads, how those hills were even more exhilarating on a bike, how the restaurant burned up inst…
A MUCH more awesome hat.

...Now is the part where I suddenly and inexplicably meet my sugarbear/honeyboo/prince charming/man of my dreams, right? Then we can have a huge plot where I find my way to happiness, and he does everything in his power…
A pirate's life for me.

RAaaaain! I've never been so unhappy that it rained in my life. So, suffice it to say that I didn't get to go biking today. Luckily, I don't start work for another two weeks, so I can stay tonight and go tomorrow. We…
We're riding down the highway skyline on the back of a hurricane

...that started turning when you were youuuuung. ♪ Today, I went for a bike ride for the first time in forever. I should say, I fixed a bike for the first time. The back tire blew, so I replaced it, and the innertube in…
Some people you just have to wish well.

I recently got an email from a friend from college. My friends would all know him as someone that I was in quite a few classes with and, at times, tried actively to avoid. We'll call him, for the purposes of this blog, R…
...Yeah

I actually got a lot done today, which does surprise me a little. Given that I don't start work for another two and a half weeks, I expected to get nothing done but some Oblivion today, but rather, I was positively produ…
DO NOT WANT.

Ohmahgaaaw, I love my new television. I can access Netflix, Facebook, Twitter, the local news, everything, just using my home wifi connection, all while I'm playing on my xbox still. I'm currently writing this post on it…