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Eyeballs and prostitutes.
Have you ever had that moment where something gets in your eye, and then it feels like there's an air pocket between your eyelids and your eyeball? Totally just happened to me in the shower. Reminded me of those friends… -
A very emo letter.
Dear you: eff you, I'm tired. But I'm not allowed to be. I'm supposed to be working tirelessly to make this right. And believe me, the spirit is willing, but I'm weak. I'd like to say that the focus having a puppy has so… -
Leave
Goddamn it, I feel like if he'd gotten leave, he'd know about it by now. Alternately, he would have told me if he hadn't asked for it. Maybe. Maybe not. Maybe "I haven't asked for it yet" is as good a response as I'm goi… -
Great success!
I'm sorry, I'm a bloggin' machine tonight, when I should be doing a lot of different things. But I just lay down to catnap beside mah puppy on the couch for a moment, and she got up and went in her crate BY HERSELF. ! An… -
The quiet, it kills.
A sleeping puppy and a slowly shrinking to-do list in a quiet apartment often leads to odd, random, unasked-for thoughts. Like that I miss how he used to bite my ring. And I even miss how he used to bite my nose. How, on… -
William Carlos Williams
We're reading William Carlos Williams for class. And this is one of the poems that we are reading. It struck me like a blow to the face, it caught my grief on lesser losses so exactly. This is why I don't want to outli… -
I need a dog door.
I have had the puppy a little over 24 hours now and already she has racked up: 7 walks (2 in which she pooped) 2 accidents 1 crazy bath/shower 1 bath rug that is still soaking wet from yesterday 1 pair of flip flops gone… -
Whore dream.
Last night I had a dream that I was a whore without even knowing it. Like, a woman came up to me with a riding crop and asked me to come with her, so I did, and when we got to her place, I saw all these whores around, an… -
YOUR FACE.
Straight from the Wikipedia article about facial symmetry: Suzi Malin, a British portrait painter, wrote Love at First Sight[5] to examine the relationships of 50 celebrity couples. She speculates that there are three a… -
The story of a puppy named Xena.
Once upon a time, there was a dog. She was about six months old, a small shepherd mix, and she had a brother. They were named Lola and Andy, but no one could call Lola without singing the song thusly: Looola, lololololo… -
Boooring.
No, seriously. Of all the vlogs I've done, this one is the least relatable, the most confusing, and it's so goddamn rambly. I almost didn't share it, but whatever. But here it is anyway: I switch back and forth bet… -
ONOES. An epidemic! Of...optimism?
Carsten: If love was a virus the epidemic would be the cure of all of our hate - hate will cease to exist, only agreeing to disagree or indifference will be the result of an opposing view, there is no good in hate only d… -
DoodooDOOdoo...
A few things: 1) Someone in the military just came to my site through my comment around Halloween on Lovelyish about a sexy baker costume. I said it was cute in that 5-year-old kinda way. This combination of details frea… -
Bedtiiiime.
Inching closer to Spring Break. Only about a week left now. And actually, yeah, it'll be only a week before I can leave here to go back to my house. Whether that will actually happen is unknown. I may stick around town f… -
Whose wedding is it anyway?
I've been watching too many wedding shows. Eff me, who knows why. It's not like I've even got a hope or a prayer in that department. Well...I've got a prayer. But then, I used to pray that I'd have a pony, too. But I m… -
'Cause it's always raining in my head.
I speak to you in riddles/ 'Cause my words get in my way. Oh yes I did just pair Staind lyrics with cupcakes. Eat your heart out, Aaron Lewis. (Literally.) It's just a mite sad that as soon as I saw those cupcakes in my… -
The worst part.
Is realizing that while you were off "discovering yourself" or what the fuck ever, you hurt someone you loved. That you were the selfish bitch that you would counsel others to forget about, when asked. That it might neve… -
Happy Monday.
We are literally only maybe an hour into this week, and I'm already not sure I can do this anymore. I just lugged well over 100 lbs of magazines across campus in a hand truck, and that wasn't even half the magazines. I'l… -
On cheating. Again.
I've been long overdue for a post like this. I like to say it's because I went insane, but wouldn't anyone, when faced with the facts? I keep saying that I didn't tell him things because I didn't want to hurt him. That's… -
These dreams
...go on when I close my eyes ♪I just had a little mini depressive episode, no fears.So, I need food and gas. I lost $16 I had in my pocket yesterday. I now have money for neither. I hate being poor. Looks like I'm eat… -
Casablanca: now in Venn Diagram format
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Nightmare
I was having a dream where I was stuck at a summer camp helping kids, and in that camp, Derek was engaged to a gorgeous blonde.Or maybe someone else was engaged to the blonde. All I know is that I checked Xanga (in the d… -
Strings.
Guitar's getting better. Practice really does make perfect, imagine that. Remember what I said about jumping around to conclusions? How it's bad news? But there's only so much you can do without jumping to certain conclu… -
Dark hours
I eventually got to the point last night, after my bath, that I was okay with everything. That no matter what, I'd be okay. I miss that feeling. It's been replaced this morning with this sinking what-the-hell-and-why-do-… -
Valentine's Day 2011
5 vlogs in three days. I've really outdone myself. Gratuitous emo vlog: That got cut off AGAIN. Dear YouTube: we're gonna fight. Love, Christina. But basically, it just cut off the part where I said screw you,… -
Me, LIVE.
It's so funny, I was testing this out earlier, and I said something to hear myself say it, and it cause a loop that kept going and going until noise took over. Recursion! Anyway. I'll be firing this up periodically throu… -
Emo songs (for Valentine's day)
I'm thinking a song for every hour. This is going to be unapologetically emo and sappy and stupid. So if you don't like it, you don't have to look. We'll see how this progression will go. -
Days go by and still I think of you
One part out of I don't know how many. ETA: dammit. More shortly. YouTube is hatin' on me tonight. Added. -
Boobs!
They're EVERYWHERE. It's really hard to do what I want to do in time. We'll see what happens soon enough. Now I'm skyping with Querida and Beth and talking to Tony online about how Derek will never trust me again and ho… -
gah
I don't know what I expected. I know I shouldn't expect anything. But goddammit, this hurts in that utterly passive it's-all-my-fault-and-what-the-hell-do-I-expect-anyway kind of way. I don't understand, darling. I just… -
Seven Years
It's tomorrow for me, but nearly today for him. I've been wondering for a while what to say today that hasn't already been said. There are a couple of other things too, today's going to be a very bloggy day, but mostly t… -
Tipsy vlogging
So, a vlog. Yeah. Oh, and the website I use to interpret my dreams? This bad boy: http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/ . You should always look up general topics rather than trying to type in your dream in the litt… -
Unrequited.
Last night I had a dream that Catherine of Aragon was locked up in the Tower of London, and that when she knelt to pray about it, she turned into a rainbow phoenix that could be seen swooping around England. It was a pre… -
Food can be cheap.
---This is about to be a super boring post--- It is sometimes difficult to keep oneself under budget for food. But this week, I think I might actually be in the ballpark of $20, which is what I always try to shoot for (a… -
Somewhere in Time
I've just watched Somewhere in Time. Some would call it a boring movie, but I loved it. From it I've been thinking a few major things: 1) Jane Seymour was a stone cold fox when she was younger. 2) Physics in movies ca… -
Dedication.
Just one night this week, I'd like to have a dream that does not involve the robotics team or one of its members. DO YOU HEAR ME, GOD? Last night, it had to do with the teacher in charge, Mr. C, and he and my cousin Hank… -
Too much introspection (and a high school picture of me, zomg)
Let's be real for a second, guys. I believe in love, but love is something that must be worked at, nurtured. If it's not, it morphs into something less- not less to the individual, but less than the whole. Individuals ca… -
I slept on the couch.
It's something that holds warmth and is a little taller than I am, so I have the illusion that someone's holding me at night. Fuck, that's so depressing. I looked at a word association game I played with a few friends a… -
God damn my major. Or, if you want, "goddamn, my major!"
I've been on the go for the last fourteen hours. The apartment is a sty. My work for a prelab wasn't right. I was in the lab for four hours and in the end, we couldn't even get our results to print. I thought you blocked… -
Crush.
Who was your very first crush? How old were you? Do you know what happened to him or her? My very first crush... it's hard to say. I think my very first was Aaron. We grew up together, from like 4th grade through the en… -
Mosfets and sleep.
I'm so tired. Today I was thinking of sleeping on people. Ya know what I mean? Two Christmases ago, I was having some friends over to play board games and other things. As it got later, we all kinda started vegging out i… -
Thoreau
Drinking hot water and trying to breathe. No one appreciates normal breathing more than me. I really should just go and see a doctor about this. Or maybe I'll just get back into the routine of taking allergy meds every d… -
Mrrrreh.
This has been the night in which the Steelers have gallantly stepped aside to allow the Packers to have a tremendous year with Aaron Rodgers. That's my story and I'm sticking to it. Steelers FOREVER. I tweeted like… -
Er...
I wanna know I belong to you- say you'll haunt me. Today has been... a day. It's been a day. For one thing, when I got in the car today to go to the lab, nothing was on the two radio stations I normally listen to, so I s… -
/headdesk (aka f-bombs away)
<rant> Dear Taylor Swift: Fuck you. Fuck you and your popular song that's only popular because it's about TAYLOR "I'M A WEREWOLF LOL" LAUTNER and fuck the way it's played every SINGLE TIME I've gotten in my c… -
World NUTELLA day?!
So, apparently Saturday, February 5th, is World Nutella Day. I plan on taking the spoonful of Nutella from my mouth long enough to celebrate in style. With crepes like these from Tidy Mom! For lunch: Nutella and raspbe… -
Lonesome
I swear, I cry upon the least provocation lately. I'm acting like such a woman. The last jar candle in my apartment is burning huge. I mean that the flame is huge, when the candle is tiny. Great times. I need a puppy on… -
Today, on Yahoo Answers....
Top contributor, bitches! there was a girl who was talking about needing help-- makeout advice, to be specific. Well, makeouts are my very favorite thing to talk about, let me tell you. I told her to draw out her shy…
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