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Wait_by_Moonlight and the fucking emoness

Well we walked upon the railroad Cause the train no longer ran Where we caught a glimpse of all we missed From the stars that filled our eyes Why is it that he can say not even his own original thought and turn everyt…
I've never lit a match/ With intent to start a fire

But recently the flames Are getting out of control Shit, you guys. So, okay. Where to begin. First, my welder stalker at work got even more stalkery today, but in a perfectly socially acceptable way. We ran into each…
Lazy possssst

I wander around when I'm bored. I especially love it while the leaves are changing. I just love the fall. In other news... I took a picture of my dog the other night, and the result was kinda creepy. Roobear says,…
Do you grin inside? You're killing me

All along we talked of forever I kinda think that we won't get better It's the longest start, the end's not too far away Did you know I'm here to stay? Today was full of a welder at work hitting on me, a couple of boys w…
Venn diagram love.

I've had this idea running around in my head for a while now. About how the three different aspects of relationship affect how well the relationship goes, or how well-balanced it is. Being an engineer, I think in Venn d…
Does this post make me look fat?

So, I am on a diet, right? The purpose of said diet is to lose weight, so I may look as hot as possible. Some days it goes really well, where I eat healthy, well-balanced, and SMALL but pretty meals. Other days, I get t…
Cats, whorebags, and Detective Munch.

Last night I was helping the kid try to find his cat, who had vanished from the house and had never been outside before. We wandered around his darkened neighborhood with flashlights, carrying food that makes a distincti…
Lazy blogging gets EVEN LAZIER!

My feelings tonight, summed up nicely in gif format. ...Time for a bubble bath, I think, while I listen to the game.
A Wednesday night.

So last night, the kid came over and we watched Paranormal Activity 2. I told him that he was only hanging out with me because I paid attention to him. He said it was because I paid attention to him, but also because I a…
You don't even have any tools.

For today, and because I'm tired, here is all: Today, things happened, but just one thing stays with me. I was Paige's date for a birthday dinner tonight, and we were talking about how she might need rescuing from an e…
When we were in love, things were better than they are

I need to find a way into your arms Holy shitfuck, it's an emo post again! I had a dream last night where Derek blocked me on every single damn method I might use to contact him and then proceeded to self destruct. I fo…
Just a couple of things.

One. My hair, it looks fucking fabulous. Amirite?! That is the kid, as well. Good luck identifying him based on a hairy arm and a ballcap. This was a candid shot, right after he'd been joking around and hugged me at the…
My straight gay-boyfriend

He says the best things to me, sometimes. We have so much fun talking, sometimes. We're gossip queens. I was talking to T about this weekend. You all can imagine. Here's a part of it: Me: he also said something like, "I…
"Player player true."

My sister, everyone. You see, the other day, I was driving down the road with my mother and my sister in the car, and Mom says, "So, are you seeing M, or are you waiting for Derek?" "Sort of both." My sister in the back…
"This is the happiest I've been in a long time."

Oh lawd, Christina, what in Hell's name do you get yourself into. So Friday, I went with the kid to dinner and bowling with some of his friends. I introduced him to the game "Fuck Marry Kill" and he paid for me. So, fail…
My drama-filled Thursday evening.

The kid texts me just as I'm getting out of work to ask me to hang out tonight. This makes...a lot of hanging out. But I am okay with it, mostly, so I say yes. So I walk there, and pretty much all soundtracks and or kiss…
Re: Advice Needed on Cheating Situation

Honestly, what surprised me more about that post than even the post itself (<--click it) was the backlash. I knew she was going to get called a whore and a slut, etc, etc. But I figured people would take her obvious r…
Why is it?

I don't know. Probably curious. I'd be curious about me, too. But I'm not reacting, I'm just surprised. I'm not thinking about it, I just wonder. That's what good scientists do, right? Right. In other news...what other…
Kinda a boring evening with huge potential consequence.

So, my weekend is suddenly full of fun activity, thanks to one text message from the kid. He apparently wants to hang out with me. A lot. He wanted to take me to a friend's party on Friday, and four wheeling on Saturday.…
This kid, you guys.

He kills me, sometimes. Cuts right to my heart and just stays there, occupying the same little hollow that's been there so long. He comes to me weak, distraught, unable to do anything but tell me the very same problem th…
Wandering and boys

Because I had nothing better to do today. --please note: I come off as really freakin' creepy in this post. You all will probably feel a little creepy, too. Embrace the creeperdom. Creep on, children, creep on.-- I woke…
My dreams kill me sometimes.

She woke in the morning, she knew that her life had passed her by- and she called out a warning. She stands at the shoreline with hands in the air- her words pierce the dark night: "Does anyone care?" Shit. I had many dr…
Does he provide her with health insurance?

Tonight I just sat on my couch with a cuppa green tea and a half bag of pumpkin pie flavored marshmallows. Christina: 0 Eating her feelings: 1. I just want the kid to text me because I want attention from men, and I kn…
The kid

He's adorable. He's quiet, and I might have to pry information out of him sometimes, but he's adorable. Like, today he told me about how he did WWII reenacting with his best friend, and that he loved it. The blue-collar…