Tuesday, 31 July 2012
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I have no idea what I'm doing.
Sometimes I get the feeling that I'm stranded in the wrong time, where love is just a lyric in a children's rhyme

Watching my puppy sleep is the best. Watching her trying to get out of that hole in the fence that I walled off with bricks is decidedly not the best.
I've cleaned my house as much as it will be cleaned for tonight, as Paige expressed the wish to come see me after I get off work (at freakin' midnight tonight).
I'm not looking forward to work today. I made little mini cheesecakes for my coworker because he asked me to, so there's that, but I am just not looking forward to doing work. I just do not care enough right now. Maybe seeing some of my buds at work will cheer me up. We can hope. Until then...there's looking forward to hanging out with Paige tonight, if that ends up happening.
(I've been burned by Paige wanting to hang out and then cancelling too many times to be taken in every time.)
I like typing this out. I've been blogging from my phone, but it's just not as cathartic as this is. I don't know what I'm looking forward to, long term, right now. I guess maybe heading up to Blacksburg around my birthday like I did last year? That's only a couple months away. Getting my job to pay my student loans? That's next month. Weight loss?
Weight loss is at a standstill right now. I haven't lost weight in months, I just haven't gained any, either.


I -do- love the Victoria's Secret bodies. I just can't get me one of those. :P Quite honestly, though, the Dove ladies look a lot less...scary to me than the VS girls. The VS girls are so sexy they're scary. I was thinking about this yesterday. My ultimate goal needs to be approachably hot, not so hot that all the lovely geeky boys stumble over themselves asking my name. Because boys that absolutely have to have a seriously super hot girl are usually also assholes.
Or they're bazillionaires. Maybe I need to be completely not approachable after all...
Being single doesn't suit me. It's been said of me, and I've said it. But oh well, what'cha gonna do. I should start reading Game of Thrones again. I left off at the beginning of book two and left it in the hubbub of moving. I think that is what I'll do. Take my mind off things for a while.
Tomorrow, the menu for once-a-month cooking goes up for the month of August. I'm excited to plan better for next month than I did for this month. And I guess I'll start saving up for a lawn mower. I desperately need one.
I need an excuse to use this gif that Jessica posted on Tumblr, but I have no use for it yet, so I'm going to post it anyway.

Sign me,
You know what they say about idle hands...
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Comments (6)
awesome gif...i like the dove model bodies more. its best to have a cuddly woman lying in bed next to you is my idea
I don't know if I like either of those campaigns. I think the Dove one may be biased against the skinny because of the term "Real". Maybe I'm just reading into it too much.
I take the Dove "real body" campaign more seriously than the VS "Love my body" campaign. WIth Dove, you've got women whose bodies are more realistic. I can't VS seriously there because I'd imagine VS models are too skinny and probably have a hard time loving their own bodies.
Both the VS girls and Dove girls are hot, but I bet you there's been some photo-shopping with the VS models. I honestly I think the Dove girls are more attractive. I'm a sucker for women with voluptuous curves and meat on their bones. ; )
@okitapieds - I would have to agree.
@godfatherofgreenbay - This is true. Perhaps they should have included someone naturally skinny. But unfortunately, I'm afraid some bigger ladies might complain about that, because sometimes their self-esteem is so freakin' low they can't stand to be compared to those even that want to gain weight, you know?@Izz_ard - Yeah, I can't imagine they do love their bodies very much.
@bluepillorredpill - :) Yeah, the VS girls probably have been photoshopped. They look way too shiny. :P
yeah I get that but I just don't like any of those campaigns to promote "real" beauty. We are promoting outward physical things instead of the true beauty that comes from within.